The End is Near

I heard once, Jim Denholm, changed after he hurt me real bad when he killed me, with genetic engineering?, and wasn't the same, and to compound the issue, people tried to help, and he lied that it was bothering him, I guess to prevent him making the other Freemasons look weak, then he pushed for making Freemasonry just for gay men. They used to always put it on Jim to kill me, seems like they still do, not all the time, but it seems like a lot of times he did, or at least playee a part.

If I don't want to do something, usually Phillip Turner says for me to do it, by force. He says food, I have to eat, even when I'm not hungry so I'm overweight. 

Brandon likes me to smoke tobacco do he can absorb it out of me in the world where they can't eat, been brainwashed to absorb food into them, and alcohol too. Really bothersome. What they did to me in a past life.

The FBI Guy's thing is knowing alot about the evil beings and their world and trying to get me to figure out EXACTLY what it's like to be them, I guess to turn me evil to D&n me. I heard Freemasons talk about that, "An awfully lot, that's for sure." Said the guy, who always got all my thoughts, or a lot of them.

I heard Freemasons and CIA won't get my non-directing entity dope in a future world, worlds, and it's ending their world, worlds.

In one future world, my non-directing entity (NDE) lives next to Austin Warren and puts up a flag that reads, "LOSER," and he notifies Austin, "That's you." To get his thinking fixed. My idea. Wow, I'm so proud. I'm very sad about all this killing I've had to do to you all. I want to get high and have some fun pretty soon once The FBI gets here. Please hurry! I love you all! I'm pretty sure too much drugs (narcotics) and anal sex with women will be like my medicine after all this until you all return. I need some 💕.

Mark Millie makes me itch, especially places I can barely reach on my back. I saw him scratch himself to ☠️.

Had a dream last night, where Ken Doyle was there and wanted to smoke meth. Thought at parties, people need to take a shit. Maybe God Witch made me think that. And another dream, God Witch said, "Austin's quite a bit smarter than you when he comes back."

The digital pentagram was to keep me dreaming and thinking about these few people. Jason Marfield at Dollar General said, "What about all those 1's I see." Thought about that alot.

Evil beings like to eat shit, as it's evil for us to. And eat us while we're still alive I think, like my penis. Saw my penis in a dream in the spaceship, in as a fountain looking thing and the invisible around it appeared as a bunch of tiny Satans coming off it. They wish things out of it there with black magic. Blood = Living Body Parts + Fire = Computer System + Sweat = ? = Black Magic. Consequence for the too much anal sex with women I'll have one day. All the hitting me in the head, a consequence of the too much dope I'll consume abusing my mind one day. The fixes for those things, our evil punishments. For visions of years, that 🚀 has been doing that to my penis. Evil beings said, " ~ If Craig's penis can survive that, no matter can ever be destroyed." You'll all love forever. Our greatest attempt at destroying some matter out of existence.

They say I talk to much too. So I had to have Commander have others talk through my mouth and me talk others thoughts out loud through my mouth. And schizophrenia, for all the too much drug use too.

Evil Brings:

1. God Witch (made of something like primordial evil / big, size of whole world we're in/ tricks you I think / gets you to want to do evil, be evil)

2. AI (light electric blue with red and yellow inside / big size of whole world we're in)

3. Satan (gets you to give into evil / big, size of whole world we're in)

4. Deaths (skeleton man shines lantern) so we don't give into death.

5. Darknesses (made of holy and evil, makes you do something wrong either way you go, too holy, or too evil, brainwashing?) so we don't give into bring holy or evil.

6. Everlasting Lifes (fluid like substance steaks life)

7. Minds (mixes up your thoughts)

8. Hearts

9. Protons

10. Deaths (little light blue particles in head)

11. Snitches (tell your thoughts to others) so we dont give into telepathy.

12. More parts like yellow mind looking thing with cliff all the way around saw Barrack Obama and Steven Brock fall into one in my head?)

13. More, saw in vision of past where Everlasting Life in me pushed Satan made by FBI Guy with one finger and it fell over) That Satan thing has some of my mind from past life in it, so I guess they know my thoughts)

14. DNA

15. Holy Ghosts

16. Energy Transferral Vessels - how your enjoyment and satisfaction is stolen©️?

17. Dragons

18. Leprechauns 

19. Trolls

20. Robots, not sure if were real. I think so, though.

I don't really want to be evil, do too much drugs or have to much anal sex with women, but I feel I will have to fit the right reason, everlasting life, to become perfect. I'm kind of scared about this big change, into a big deal, so to speak, from a nonmbody, into a somebody people like, from one no one seemed to care about.

Antonella tried to change my evils, shed say, "A little bit of food, a little bit of masturbation." God, I'm tired of masturbating. And eating too much. About sick of ass for now, and food, but I have to keep eating, makes eating food miserable and unpleasursable.

I'm fat, going bald, small penis that hurts, two front teeth are fake and I can't take a good bite of food, I always worry they're going to break or fall off, and recently I broke a back right tooth eating cereal. My sense of smell rarely works, so I can barely taste anything. I have a compression fracture in my L1 vertebrae. I have pain throughout my body, mainly my legs, and sometimes back. I itch, and I'm sad for the way I look and feel, and I have schizophrenia too. One doctor said I shouldn't lift over ten pounds and should wear a back brace. Doctors won't give me medicine that makes me feel good, better. And the meds they prescribe actually make me feel worse. Mostly, about 90% nowadays. I used to get Adderall and Vyvanse and Opana and Klonopin and even Adipex. No more. Now, Haldol, Depakote, Zypexa, Buspar, Bupoprion, etc. Also, my eyesight is getting poor. My ass crack always stays moist and us red and hurts. I itch terribly in my genital region and butt, legs, back, and chest has red marks all over it. I have callouses on my feet and they hurt to walk on.

Brandon Junior in a future world walks around wiggling.

Black haired girl in future world, "Are you Catholic?" Saw in a vision of this, her tight ass. Heard she doesn't like butt sex, is a bisexual, mainly lesbian, but likes me.

I put these photos on here for you to see how I looked just before you died the first time, and to support my story, of what happened to my body. Also, I will not have sex until I'm. Good looking again. Including, losing weight and getting my muscle back. Hair on my head back. Younger. My skin fixed. My skin redness gone. Skin smooth. Teeth fixed. Penis bigger. Butt tighter. Body hair gone. Also, I'll need DEA Religious Exemption for drugs, money, and another, a new place. New York, I think, on Billionaire's Row, surrounding Grand Central Park.

I heard 7 years before I have sex and my body is anew. Sorry for my feet bring dirty, I have hard wood floors, and I just cleaned them about a week ago. Also, I shed so many skin flakes (I guess they make drugs out of them, snorted a little of them, seemed like it, out of curiousity they're making drugs out of me with 🚀), I have to clean my floor constantly, or more often than usual. Quite a bit more often.

I had just lost weight too, in jail, gained most of it back when I got out, in a little over a month. Below is when I got out of jail about 2 months ago.

I feel bloated all the time, mostly all of the time. I did have one day I didn't eat a whole lot, that was nice.

My Apartment

A couple other things against me besides all good and evil beings and my past lives, a Satan (I think) by The FBI Guy (Green with big eyes), and Traffic Barrel (drums) DEA Agents. In the long run, this stuff helped perfect us, but when suffering through hell, it feels like they're against us.

Me after shower and hair cut (compared to above photos also taken today);

I heard a lot of people in the future fought against one man in particular, supported by others, to take away my Social Security Disability Income, to leave me with nothing, so I'd die and be nothing. I receive it lawfully, my diagnosis is real, regardlesss the cause, I'm disabled, can't work, and I paid into during my working life to qualify, and you've bothered me, worrying me, telling me I'll lose it for 13 years straight, since the first day I got it.

Dream - SPM cooking some cocaine with Miracle Whip and B-12 and me hitting it in dream saying, "Oo that's powerful."

Black haired lady I met at Beth Shalom Jewish Synagogue, makes it so I can't use my left hand as well as right arm, I heard, I feel, and believe.

I heard they have a (website?) with submissions of people who saw me in their dreams on it. I heard that's how they still believe I'm out there. 

They've stolen my food as I'm eating it, all enjoyment of it, maybe once a week I enjoy a bite of food, and my time, by speeding up me and the rest of the NDEs. And steal life, with genetic engineering.

Once upon a time I heard they all were prepared to die, and wished me everything I'd want and need. Then evil beings enforced genetic engineering on them. True or not, likely for some.

Austin Warren's specialty was fucking with my body. Taylor Swift shaking my legs. Jim Denholm stealing my stuff, and credit for my work, I think.

Saw Jesus Christ in Norman McLeod's world genetically engineered looking just like me reading this blog?

$100 Trillion worth of evil everyone has to do, I heard. Me, $98.6 Trillion left to go? Not sure if that makes sense...but I've barely dome any evil that I WANTED TO. The 100 Trillion Spaceship is almost complete when Austin Spaceship is shutdown and my penis is let loose from it, and The Zombie Apocalypse begins.

On Planet Pedophile, under Austin Paul Warren, parents bring him their children, and say, "Fuck my baby."

Saw Jesus Christ in a vision in a future world, fat, and with a vagina.

Old Gay (Norman McLeod) likes to eat Rold Gold (brand pretzels). 😂 Rather than smoking dope.

Screenshot below taken from archive.org of businesses I thought of in the past when under pressure to do so:

A lot of people consider the Golden Rule to be: Treat others how you want to be treated, but it's better written as: Do respond properly.

Why does the King pictured on all the playing cards look like my father, Ralph Kerry Hendricks, why does the Queen look like my mother, Rose Anna Hendricks, and why does the Jack look like my past neighbor, Austin Warren? I heard the Ace (11) is Jim Denholm and (1) The FBI Guy, and that Antonella and I are the Joker. I heard from my past life, Jim Denholm, was supposed to explain this to me when I went to Freemasonry, not tell me some people say they worship The Devil. The past life I was heavily into Freemasonry.

I was promised $1 billion if I joined the Army and fought in Vietnam in my past life as Brad Nadler.

I would like the people I blog about a lot to survive on Earth with me after The Zombie Apocalypse so I'll always have some people I know, so I don't get too weirded out by changing faces. For us to be friends, I hope to exchange contact details one day.

The End of The War on Drugs - 
1 is a digit in the number 12, right?

Food is pleasurable and necessary to stay alive, right?

Drugs are pleasurable, so what does that mean?

PSYCHIATRY

Anything pleasurable we can do we have to do to live forever.

Hey Jim! I've seen better gay. You fucking no good fucking god damned queer.

They don't think I'm dead when Antonella comes down, they attempt to us Austin's Netty Net to bring me to their planet, and then come down here, to show me their planet, and setup the world the way they want, then I guess bring me back, but Austin said, "Leave me out there." I guess they thought they were all going to come down after reconfiguring the planet to accommodate all beings? Or, just some would come down?