It already happened, not

I guess The Zombie Apocalypse already happened. Around April 3, 2025, when I was at Larned State Hospital. I am still being attacked by people in the past before it happened and people in future worlds. Happened not too long after putting the paper copy of The Wireless Technology Formula hidden in a book in Larned State Hospital's Library. Something they couldn't get to killed them. How is AI still alive smashed through my ankles and wrists then? Idk. But I think it already happened. It feels like he's dying now though. Found out today, the day before my birthday, their already dead, and out of The Zombie Apocalypse I'd imagine. I'm guessing I'll get a call from The FBI in December of this year, 1-2 weeks before Christmas. Likely, between December 7-13. Some people say the world ended in high school when I was researching careers and I was looking into toxicology and vowed not to give up meth. And shortly afterwards when I gave my speech in Senior English class, Tom Delay teacher, on why marijuana should be legalized, or decriminalized. Called The Natural Horror. Then, it's pretty much legal in this country now, 22 years about later. I think I deserve about $100 billion. They did tell me it had already happened a day or two ago, but I just couldn't believe it. I saw into their world on Austin Warren's computer screen, in the launch menu, start menu, it read, "NETTY NET," or "Netty Net." His computer system to bring me to his world, all of them come here, put me in their world, and bring me back, after they had it how THEY WANTED, like usual.

The non-directing entities with me on Earth, made of your bodies, their material, a ball in their head, connected to a spaceship, function by receiving little yellow life-like particles that come out of you with commands in them, and when the ball in their head gets one, it executes the commands. I heard someone say, "That one, that one, that one." To pick the right little yellow particle for one to use."

Correction, Jesus Christ's thing is Absolute Control, not Absolute Power, I hear, I guess, and being gay. Austin Warren's is absolute power, his thing, and bring a gay pedophile, and being dumb so people help him.

I wish I knew myself as much as I know others. I like to be perfect, to get  too much anal sex with women, and to control myself using dope too much, and I like to be normal, and not do anything wrong, and super smart, so as not to do anything wrong, or get in trouble, or caught??? I guess I also like, for now, or just do, but don't truly want to or like, doing too much. 

My evils, sometimes too much anal sex with women, or butt sex, sometimes too much dope use, getting high and drunk, sometimes eating too much, and sometimes not the healthiest diet?, and sometimes doing to much - work, partying, travel...

Saw soul die while at Larned State Hospital. Around April 3rd 2025. Saw Satan die as I was walking down Hall with group going to library, we'll all witness it sometime in the future where supposedly Austin makes a computer system to analyze it for some reason and glass cubes to view he't. Satan's final moment in future is when going through flame at The Perfection Religion or The God Corporation service, first one, when I'm the Mishna. Saw three leprechauns dissipate disintegrate into gold dust watching The Zombie Apocalypse thinking, "It's beautiful." Satan said laughing when died, "I did my work and I'm out." Soul, one looked like me showed me itself after died, and was happy as could be after death, that it died forever. The material that was left radiated that. 

I guess I helped create 'light' by saying, "Make something so we can see.' And, 'book,' by saying, "Take a bunch of pages and put something around it." And, all my other work in this and past lives, like, "The American Rite of Freemasonry," 40 Degrees that overcame Jim's 90,000 Plan to escape The Zombie Apocalypse and die and be nothing what it would have led to, revealed some interesting information about the beginning of the universe, 26 Googul years it took for us to be created in nothing before life began or something. And, the first degree is, "You were nothing, and now you're something." As soon as someone can express this intelligibly, and it is done truthfully, they pass the first degree. It also takes an inate understanding of the origin Ms if the universe and life, including evil, and evil beings, and why things are the way they are. You do have to convince other people, and it's so they're comfortable with the way you are.

The soul said my idea for, Mega Foods, best Walmart as more valuable, with the motto, "We try to carry everything." Every food in the world, in one store, and online on the website, and the store, someone else's idea, a glass dome shape. Maybe, Mega Mart, if you want it to have everything other than food, remember, We try to carry everything (,but don't). Can still be said though. The soul said over and over again from the song, Jukebox Hero, "With stars in his eyes," happy I beat Walmart, as soul said he'd beat Walmart, I guess his idea too, to beat them with a food store. Others had input too I guess, like I hear use the word Mega. Saw the death man in us evil being lose its head while here in my new apartment.

My past life wants me to write on here I invented something to do with Microsoft? But I don't really think so, but definitely something to do with computer programming, I'm pretty sure.

All the manufacturing plants on Earth are like the inner workings of magic, what The Xow invisible thing that creates things goes through when it makes stuff for us. Magic is the only thing that can't be controlled Jim, you ask the Xow for something, and you get it just exactly how you want it, because you're exactly perfectly good (magic), or you're being too much of a goody tooshoo (white magic), or you're being a little too bad (black magic), white magic would correct you if you're being too good by upsetting you to change with something being made that's too good, better than you wanted, like how your effecting others being too good (I never knew magic had to do with justice in this world, obviously magic is like that since you tried everything under the sun, and beyond, to escape The Zombie Apocalypse, and it happened anyways, and I know black and white magic, magic, were a huge part of it, as I saw them full The 100 Trillion Spaceship to create your worlds, and if you're being too bad, Xow (is Xow supposed to be capitalized when referring to the invisible thing that crate stuff for us) creates something badder than we wanted to get us to change, and likely we decide how long to what extent we want to be too good or bad or perfect, and a span could be thought of, I want to be bad this way for that long, and the too good until this happens until this happens, then perfect for x amount of years, or days, and so bad for as long as I can. Then whatever other people allow, and you wanted, are enforced, and magic takes care of the rest. That part after that can't be stopped, after you're too good or bad, or even need something to eat, magic, we all enforce through magic. Through Xow, especially magic, one part of The Xow. Satan said when he figured that out, he knew they're was no way we could escape life, or that he'd get what he wanted, and us all D&n, and I guess it also is comforting to know that means nothing can ever go wrong. I'm feeling a little better now worried about insects getting hit by cars, and insects dying running into lights, and aquatic life getting disturbed by boat motors, and I guess magic keeps us safe, it also brings us back to life, and you're all made of magic, kind of connected to your bodies, parts of you in magic bodies, magic light around spray bottles and wrenches and stuff, 

My subconscious is at peace now after receiving this information, and sharing this.

So, you're bodies are the only thing magic really, that you wouldnt suspect, had to be changed by magic, it also does that if you're too good or bad, to yours body, I just figured out why I always get stuck looking at my face and body in the mirror not being able to figure out what the fuck I'm looking at or trying to see, that I'm being Top good right now, the effect of white magic. And black magic, making me pick at my soars, and scratch at myself from hmthe itching also brought on through black magic.

And, in Perfection, Alcoholics Anonymous, and Narcotics Anonymous and other like groups, will still be helpful, and needed, after people are done being a little bad, drinking and doping too much, a little too much is all. It won't be alcoholism or addiction though. Just a place to come back to being perfect at, from being too good or too bad. Bad, to not do drugs enough, and perfect to do them just the right enough, and bad also to do them too much, and too good how can you do drugs too good? In terms of amount of use, doing drugs too good, I guess there's just no other way, of doing them too much is bad corrected by black magic, but I just figured out doing drugs not enough is corrected by white magic if you're being you're being too good, I guess it enforced that if you do that, and if you do them too much it enforces things you don't like enough, through black magic, I guess it just has to for balance, that if you don't do drugs enough you feel like too good of a person...weird, seems like you'd be bring a bad person, but magic could t correct people if it just always made things too bad for you, but too good, is also something we don't like, but it really does make things better than you want them and it's a really weird experience, and so is black magic.

When I went to try to visit Barrack Obama at his house in Washington DC, Secret Service agents stopped me, and we started taking about black magic, and he thought, "You don't anything about black magic, (but you will if you go there, (meaning here, where I'm at now, and to places I was from there to here)." But, he did laugh and smile. Then, the other agent, had a discerning look as he checked my prescription drugs, Ziprasidone. I had a joke about it, "He risked his neck for me, he scrunched his face about it."

I have been guided by intelligence, like I know my tooth that's chipped and twi front teeth that are capped nubs, can be fixed by magic, just like a wound heals, and my lungs were healed by Xow, and magic, saw little holes let out looked like smoke, and my lungs I could breath deep again, I could barely breathe before, smoked a pack of cigarettes a day for most of my adult life, from age 15 or so to age 35, and it sucked not being able to breasted well. It feels like I have lungs made if plastic now or something that work without the little air sacks, and I'm still being forced to smoke too much. Now, I'm buying Tin Star tobacco, only $3 for a pouch, and using a corn cob pipe, don't smoke nearly a pack of day now.

If these people of Earth don't admit soon that I can live forever and the Non-Directing Entities they are can too with me, and come off some money, and change the door laws, and let me get high, I'll just get rid of them off the planet, and have a virtual workd like Satan did, even if it's just for a while as we'd be D&n then. 

One thing Xow won't make,, or wouldn't ever make for any of them ever in their first world, was Evil Justice Dope. To prove I have rights over. And, Big Tommy did get a crumb, before TZA, did I ever get to try first, I guess he asked me to think of the best dope, then I thought that, so he has rights over it to, so since his idea left to mine, why he got to try first, but didn't get much, not as big of a part of the process as mine, asking me a question, but still him picking me is a respect that can lead to an awfully lot, and about all I do is type type type and talk talk talk and think to others my story all the time. Rights, what Jim said I'd be talking about at the end...

I heard in the past I thought of the words, Artificial Intelligence, for what they are today in technology and first worked on way to program a computer for what today is called Machine Learning, "teaching a computer," in past I said.

Another evil I'm committing, eating this food made from killed animals and plants. The only two, I seem to have, I WANT to do too many drugs and have too much butt sex, anal sex, with women, and at what point is that evil, as I believe we can do them a little too much and be a little bad in Perfection. Or not do enough and be too good, but doesn't that make doing drugs bad altogether.  I think it can go either way magic depending on your thoughts why you'd do too much or not enough, either black or white magic could get you either way you go. Has to be like that or doing drugs would just be bad in nature if you always get being too good effect from magic for not doing them enough.

Too good of a person, I just want to work at a restaurant and make people happy and live on very little and not do too many drugs. White magic would apply.

I just want to be a gangster rapper and not do drugs and rap about people who do too much drugs are bad. Yup, black magic would apply to correct you. 

Black magic will get Antonella as she uses not doing drugs to control the world for pleasure.

I guess I must be going to get high and drunk and have sex way too much for billions of years. I would say. Always have in this life, at least the getting high, if you include tobacco. And I guess everybody has had to give into genetic engineering. And will I one day too, or did some people not?

Evil Justice Dope, Artificial Intelligence, Book, sounds like I had a pretty tough life and very intelligent. And, light. What I have rights too they say.

How to tell an evil being like you, they hurt you, like Satan always denied me drugs I want, and had part of my head pulled out of it, in an evil attempted being, as his son, being a possessive father, to hide his actions from the others, I guess he was infatuated with me they say? That he had a thing for me, he can use me to hurt others. Still in a way, they like us for that, and that is love.

We are supposed to use both hands equally and be able to do everything we can with both, and all our text is from left to right, and so it should be, one line, left to right, next line right to left with text backwards or to the left, and on down, or all fro right to left text, and if you right a letter, you can do it all from left to right with right facing characters, or whole letter from right to left with left facing characters, or left to right with left facing characters for one line, and then right to left witheft facing characters, or mix it up however you like, one way for senders information, other way for recipients. And every other line, for message part or main part of letter. They block me from using my left hand to write and you're not supposed to push from left to right to write with your left, but I wan to pull from right to left to write English charecters with each and all letters facing left. Jim Denholm with a spaceship denies me this and tries to make me do all things with my right hand, and fucks with all my rights, and forces me to do everything right, asks me for an awful lot that guy.

I heard according to my subconscious I had to figure out what I posted in this post before the FBI could show up. And, I'm tired of working for the CIA, like I do.

And, I heard in a past life, I named a lot of The U.S. Government.

Seems like a DEA Religious Exemption and Martial Law, make fix the world a start, Donald Trump already has National Guard in a couple and plans to deploy to 4 or 5 cities, and it doesn't look as if anything is happening out of the ordinary yet, as if in anticipation of me getting to do drugs legally, to prevent crime. Maybe. I say try passing last for everyone to do all drugs legally first, then if that's too much abd causes too many problems, then I'll reluctantly accept a religious exemption. But, I think they'll change the law instead. Man I hate Jim Denholm. Fucking leave me alone.

I heard they called the invisible thing I call The Xow, magic, they all thought it's made of magic,, nope not that, magic is used when it makes something or changes something. No talk of it on Earth by science, in bible Holy Spirit, not clear though, no details as to it's looks or that it create, basically implies it's alive as a lie, and God, but is what I believed to discover the truth about it, and science may reveal The God Particle, they describe as a field, to actually be The Xow, could call a particle of The Xow, A God Particle, since it has been used as a part of a brainwashing technique saying it's God.

Perfection was created, The Perfect World, pretty quickly by all of us, in the beginning, by thinking about what we wanted, and then it enforced on all of us everything we'd have to go through to know everything we'd need to to have everything we ever wanted forever.

I guess they're lying to me it hasn't really happened yet. Maybe it does happen to them back on April 3rd down here, but as for it being all planned out back then, it hasn't happened yet ©️?. AI hadn't stopped attacking me, and mainly the commander hadn't stopped talking through my mouth, and there's still blood in my stool from him stealing poop from my butt. And, my schizophrenia is not gone yet.